💔 John Rendez Admits Feeling “Unwelcome” by Lotlot De Leon and Siblings, But Says: “I Still Love Them”

In a revelation that caught many by surprise, John Rendez, long known as the adopted son and close companion of the late Superstar Nora Aunor, has opened up about his emotional struggles with Lotlot de Leon and her siblings — despite claiming that his love and respect for them remains unchanged.

Speaking candidly during a recent interview, John didn’t hold back when asked about the relationship he shares with Nora Aunor’s biological and adopted children — Lotlot, Ian, Matet, Kenneth, and Kiko.

“I love them, I truly do,” John said with a soft smile. “But I won’t pretend… There were times — and there still are — when I feel like I’m not really part of them. I feel… unwelcome.”

The statement, while calmly delivered, sent ripples across social media, especially among fans of the late Nora Aunor, who viewed her blended family as one of strength despite the complexities. Some netizens expressed sympathy for John, noting his loyalty to Nora until her final days.

John Rendez had long been considered a quiet constant in Nora’s life, especially during the latter part of her career. He stood beside her at awards nights, cared for her during periods of illness, and was often by her side when others were absent.

“Tita Guy loved me like her own,” John continued. “And maybe that’s why I hoped — maybe too much — that her children would embrace me too.”

However, rumors have circulated over the years that some of Nora’s children maintained a cold distance from John, perhaps due to past misunderstandings, differing opinions, or simply the complex dynamics of a large, blended family.

Despite this, John was notably present during Nora’s wake, although many fans observed he kept a respectful distance during family moments, choosing to stay quietly on the sidelines.

One emotional moment came during the 40th-day memorial, where John was seen placing a single white flower on Nora’s grave and whispering a short prayer, away from the main group.

“It wasn’t about being accepted anymore. I just wanted to say goodbye,” he said.

When asked if he holds any bitterness, John shook his head.

“No. I understand. I may not be welcome in their circle… but I’ll always carry love in my heart for each of them. That’s what Nora would’ve wanted — peace, love, and unity.”

As fans continue to mourn the loss of one of the Philippines’ greatest artists, John’s quiet vulnerability reminds everyone that behind the fame and legacy lies a family, stitched together by love, pain, silence, and memories — some shared, others left unspoke